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[skylar cecile beaufort]

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[/i][/color]she thought, but skylar quickly took it back. without boys she pretty much wouldn't be born, and without oliver her sister would probably almost be like celeste. unable to talk or move. at least oliver made her keep being kind of like her old-self.

this made skylar want to mentally hit herself over and over. oliver was perfect for her sister, and yet skylar was kind of stealing him away. true, he probably didn't even like her but for a second it felt like he did. of course, she might have been imagining what she wanted to happenn, god knows that happened alot. but she couldn't keep thinking that way, it would not only hurt her sister, but it would hurt skylar in the end. they were blood, after all. and she should put sarina over oliver, it was the right thing to do. it wasn't what skylar wanted to do but it was right and she was going to do the right thing. or she would try. skylar knew if she tried hard enough she might be able to overcome this little crush. it might take her a while, but she could do it. okay, so she truly idn't want to do it, she felt comfortable with oliver, a feeling she had never felt with any of her guy friends. why did he have to be so perfect [/color]she thoughts before her thoughts were interupted with lots of yelling coming from her siblings, and the sound of the door closing. sarina had left a while ago for some reason, so skylar thought it must have been her coming home.

she wished she could talk to sarina about this, but it would hurt her so much and skylar never wanted that to happened. so she let her thoughts disappear for a moment, but sadly they returned all filled with anything having to do with oliver. she sighed softly, glad that she was in the comfort of her own room and no one would bother her while she tried to get her head on straight. but since this was the real world, and nothing could be just like skylar wanted it to, she was interupted once more by a knock on her door. she knew it wasn't her brothers, because they just barged in, so obviously it would be sarina. "come in[/b]" she shouted.
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NOTES

[/b] this was lameee xD ![/b]
TAGS[/b] sarina ann beaufort/corii<3 [:![/b]
WORDCOUNT[/b] 568 ![/b]
OUTFIT[/b] here. minus the shoes. ![/b]
BANNERCREDIT[/b] (SHESGOTSTYLE) of caution 2.0 a.k.a me [:![/b]
TEMPLATECREDIT[/b] MAKE A SCENE HANNA ! of CAUTION 2.0![/b]
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[sarina ann beaufort]

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL , EVERY LITTLE PIECE LOVE
don't you know , you're really gonna be someone

walking shouldn't be that serious of a task, but to sarina it had the potential to be. she knew that in order to keep her knee in working condition, she had to go for a walk at least once a week to keep it in a good, healthy condition. and since she really had no desire whatsoever to do so, she was often forced to go out by herself. sure, she could've called one of her friends, but sarina knew that they were getting sick of sarina not speaking. of course she still spoke, but not as often as she had. before the shooting, sarina would always be the center of attention, and she'd seem to not be able to keep her mouth shut. now it was like her mouth had been stitched together, and she always sunk back into the background. when she spoke, she was quiet now, and she hardly went out with people. it often took oliver, her boyfriend, several pleas and offers to get her to do something that didn't involve sitting alone in her room and being alone. she knew that he was only trying to make her feel better, but she felt like it was never going to be the same with her. and it wasn't, to be truthful.

when sarina had been walking enough to start making her knee seriously hurt, she contemplated calling her mother or her older brother to come pick her up. but right now, she didn't want to deal with either of them and she was only a few blocks away from her house. then she could make herself a cup of hot tea and sit around in her room until it was time to sleep. of course, she'd probably sleep early. or maybe she'd have a nice, calming bath and take time to relax and try to forget about everything that was going on. the thought brought a small smile to sarina's lips and she continued on her way home, almost forgetting about her knee, which was now starting to hurt a lot.

when she reached her driveway, she picked up her speed to a slow run, because she wanted to be inside and relaxed as soon as possible. she opened the door, and was not greeted by a hello or a wave, but instead strings of silly string being sprayed at her face and getting stuck in her hair. there was really only one person naive enough to do something like this, and that was definately jake. jake! what the hell? maybe he was just trying to cheer her up, but this was definately not helping anything. it was just making things worse. sarina didn't want to open her eyes because she was afraid she'd get that stuff in her eyes. and she knew from experience that that really hurt. sarina heard a dog barking and definately did not want to trip on him, so she opened her eyes and reached to wring out jake's throat. jake yelled and stepped back, falling over and onto a bag of dog food. luckily, the bag didn't rip, but sarina lost her balance and fell into her younger brother.

today was already not a good day, why did he have to ruin it? sarina decideed that it would be best to just not talk to him anymore, and she got up and ran up the stairs to go to her room, picking strands of string from her hair as she went. she felt a familiar feeling in her throat, which meant that she was on the verge of crying. sarina sniffled and shut the door to her room quite loudly. she went to her closet, pulled out her knee brace and rolled up one of her sweatpant legs. she strapped the brace on and looked at her knee, then looked in the mirror on her dresser and continued to pull out pieces of pink foam, and sighed. she wiped a single tear from the corner of her eye and stood up. even if she didn't want or have a good relationship with jake anymore, she still had one other person in her house that she could still talk to, even if they were no longer super close.

sarina walked down the hall and knocked on skylar's door, hoping that she wasn't busy. even if the two sisters didn't speak a word to each other, sarina was just sick of having little to no communication with anyone in her family. when she heard a 'come in', she opened the door to her sisters room and saw that she was alone. sarina gave her younger sister a soft smile and walked into her bedroom, and found a seat on skylars bed. she took one of skylar's pillows and hugged it close to her body. what are you doing? sarina was never good at creating small talk, but this was the best she could do for now. hopefully skylar was up for talking.


NOTES: bleh. so i'm in the mood for pickles now. xD
WORDS: i don't know.
CREDITS: template by moi, and .. banner from ... someone on caution .xD i'll look it up.

[skylar cecile beaufort]

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NOTES

[/b] lalalalala =D ![/b]
TAGS[/b] sarina ann beaufort/corii<3 [:![/b]
WORDCOUNT[/b] 711 ![/b]
OUTFIT[/b] here. minus the shoes. ![/b]
BANNERCREDIT[/b] (SHESGOTSTYLE) of caution 2.0 a.k.a me [:![/b]
TEMPLATECREDIT[/b] MAKE A SCENE HANNA ! of CAUTION 2.0![/b]
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[sarina ann beaufort]

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL , EVERY LITTLE PIECE LOVE
don't you know , you're really gonna be someone

First off, skylar and sarina were definitely not the best sisters in the world. Although they didn’t fight often, they still didn’t have that great of a relationship. Sure, they shared the occasional ‘hi, how are you’ talk, but that only lasted at the most five minutes and then they would break off and go do their own thing; skylark usually going out with friends and sarina spending the rest of forever in her room, texting people instead of talking to them in real life. That seemed to be the problem with kids nowadays. They always depended on their phones as if they were the source of life or the all-spark. Maybe that was why people were getting so fat these days. All they did was sit around their computers, talking pointlessly about nothing and texting until they fall asleep, which didn’t happen very easily with sarina. Once in a long while she’d shut her phone off and THEN shut her eyes, but usually she depended on one of the few friends she had left to talk her to sleep or she’d listen to her music, and then try to imagine a video to go along with the words and the song and then fall asleep that way.

Sarina raised an eyebrow and her sister. She seemed to be rambling. What was she doing? She seemed … nervous, kind of. Maybe it was just because she was shocked that sarina had actually made it out of the house today, and had actually taken time out of her life to come and talk to her. But talking like that about sarina made her seem like a bad person. She wasn’t, really. She just … had better things to do than talk to some people. And why did her smile seem so weird? Skylar seemed to always be in a good mood, no matter what happens. She was also pretty hyper, but that might just be because she was going through a ‘phase’. You know, the one where kids find it cool and funny to be ‘random’ but it just gets really annoying, especially when they say ‘meow’ or ‘rawr’ after each damned sentence. It took sarina a moment to bring up words to fill in skylar’s questions and statements that were meant to be answered with a yes or no. sarina looked down at skylar’s pillow, and realized that it was much softer than the ones that sarina had in her room. Maybe it was because she spent so much time sitting on them and laying on them or whatever she did, that they just went ‘humph, no more comfort for you, sarina.’ How rude!

Sarina shrugged. you could always go out for a walk. I just got back from one. But I came home early because my fricken knee started hurting again. this was one of those times that sarina really wished she hadn’t joined in figure skating. Sure, she had been good at it, but she never really wanted to do it anyway and so she sort of blamed her mom for her injury. If she hadn’t pushed her to do so well and to try that twirly thing, none of this would’ve happened and she wouldn’t have a knee that decided to go an inch or so to the left of where it should’ve. The girl rolled her eyes and looked back up at skylar. you okay? You’re acting weirder than usual. although sarina hadn’t meant to say that skylar was weird, that was sort of what it sounded like. Oh well. I suppose she was weird in a good way.



NOTES: mooooooooo
WORDS: i don't know.
CREDITS: template by moi, and .. banner from ... someone on caution .xD i'll look it up.

[skylar cecile beaufort]

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[/b][/color] skylar said. a frown tugged at her lips but didn't full appear, sarina's knee had always been hurting ever since her incident, and skylar felt bad for her. "mom said we would have to take you to the doctor if it kept hurting, though im not sure that sounds like much fun"[/color] skylar added, getting the confidence to talk again. still, she continued to think about what she was going to say before letting anything slip out that she would most likely regret later. skylar nodded, afraid that saying anything else would just make her spill what had happened, or hadn't happened, the night before. luckily she was able to refrain from saying anything bad. "you calling me weird"[/color] skylar said, sticking her tongue out at her sister playfully. she was playing it cool, and she hoped it would help steer them away from any uncomfortable subject.
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NOTES

[/b] lalalalala =D ![/b]
TAGS[/b] sarina ann beaufort/corii<3 [:![/b]
WORDCOUNT[/b] 686 ![/b]
OUTFIT[/b] here. minus the shoes. ![/b]
BANNERCREDIT[/b] (SHESGOTSTYLE) of caution 2.0 a.k.a me [:![/b]
TEMPLATECREDIT[/b] MAKE A SCENE HANNA ! of CAUTION 2.0![/b]
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