( /* shark in the water )

[ainsley cheyenee salem]

a nervous feeling bubbled at the pit of ainsley's stomach, causing the young girl to wake up from her peaceful slumber. she looked at the clock and saw that it was.... 4:00 in the morning. you have got to be fucking kidding me ainsley thought before grabbing her pillow and placing it over her head. unfortunately, the nervous feeling continued to grow, eating away at the young redhead until she couldn't stand it anymore. fineeee... ill get up she thought, before throwing the pillow to the floor and getting up from bed. she let out a huge yawn and headed straight into the bathroom. she turned on the lights only to be meet with a huge spider. a shriek escaped her pale lips and she headed out the door again. she searched through her drawers and finally found what she was looking for so she headed back inside the bathroom and sprayed the spider. it quickly shriveled up into a strange position and died but just to be safe, ainsley continued to spray it. obviously the young girl had some spider issues which was why she kept bug spray in her drawers. it wasn't her fault though, her old home used to have many spiders and one time her friend had gotten bit by one and she got this huge infection-like thing because the spider had some kind of poison and ainsley became paranoid ever since. aside from that, she just found then so creepy. after she was sure the spider was dead, she grabbed a bunch of toilet paper and picked it up. she threw it in the trash and proceeded to wash her hands for five minutes. ainsley walked out of the bathroom and thought about going back to sleep but she knew that her stomach wouldn't let her. maybe i just need some food she thought, before walking out of her room and heading straight into the kitchen.

once there, ainsley headed straight for the refrigerator but all that was in there were leftovers that she hadn't even eaten in the first place, so why would she eat them now? i guess i'll just make something she thought before pulling out some ingredients from the fridge which included onions, tomatoes, and alot of other things that looked good. ainsley then pulled out a knife from the drawer, but not before looking around to make sure her parents weren't around. they would kill her if she even thought about touching a knife. they were extremely over-protective of the young girl and believed she was fragile. they took it upon themselves to stop her from doing anything that seems a little bit dangerous or seemingly dangerous. anyways, ainsley had to be careful to not do anything bad around them but that didn't stop her from doing things behind her back. then again, if she didn't do that then maybe the accident wouldn't have happened. great, now she was thinking about the dreaded accident, the very accident that cause her to be happy about moving her even if she didn't have as many friends as she wanted. then again, that was her fault since she didn't trust anyone, but if you got raped would you want to let people close to you? the accident caused her to change alot and it made her parents change also... into even more overprotective parents. not that they knew exactly. they just knew that she got pregnant and after a while ainsley got bullied so badly (as well as her child) that they decided to move. ainsley didn't get pregnant instantly though, he did find her after that and continued to hurt her but ainsley's parents just thought it was a boyfriend and that she was a slut. they loved her and all but she was their little trouble-making slut. nice parents, right?

anyways, ainsley needed to stop those bad memories because then she would just ruin her day... not like it wasn't already ruined. then again, she was close to getting food so it couldn't be that bad. ainsley began cutting the onions when the nervous feeling arose in her stomach again. this time she just ignored it and she was doing a damn good job of it until she heard the piercing scream of a baby. usually, ainsley would have handled it calmly but she had a knife in her hand and the noise did startle her. so put into simpler words.... ainsley basically almost cut her finger off and was now bleeding profusely. "shit, shit, shit, shit, shit"ainsley whispered so that she wouldn't wake up her parents. she instantly grabbed a load of paper towels and pressed them over her finger, wincing as she felt it go over her finger. ainsley thought about comforting her baby who was still crying though not as badly as before but she knew that she wouldn't most likely get blood over her. so the only other choice was to go to the most dreaded place in the world.... the hospital. seeing as she couldn't drive, ainsley decided to walk the way. luckily her parents were so paranoid that they decided to live close to the hospital. ainsley walked fast and was able to reach them hospital in five minutes. once inside she was hit with the smell of anesthetic and death. she wrinkled her nose before heading to the front desk and letting out a string of words before showing the lady her hand. the paper towels were now soaked through with blood so they instantly took her to one of the rooms and a doctor placed her hand in a tub of alcohol which burned her finger more than she could say. yet, she didn't complain because that would just make her look weak.

he pulled her finger out after about thirty seconds and then he proceed to stitch it then he bandaged her up. he made her lay down there, the loss of blood would have made it too difficult for her to walk home. he told her he would call her parents in the morning then let her rest, leaving with a smile on his face. ainsley was quiet the entire time though for she did not trust him... hell she was close to pulling her hand away on various occasions. ainsley laid down on the bed, still clothed in her pajamas that were somewhat blood stained. she tried closing her eyes but sleep just didn't come to her so she just laid there looking up at the ceiling. that was until she heard the knob on the door turn.

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