Post by colorado christopher cabrera on Jul 18, 2010 20:21:59 GMT -6
JULY 18th, 2010
DEAR SECRET BOOK,[/size][/font][/blockquote]
"I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter"
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter"
I decided to start a log book, and I also decided to start my log entries with song lyrics, or famous quotes that relate to that day in which I am writing about. Today, was my first day in town and so far nothing has been going the right way. The rents till won't even look at me; I think that they think I'm a lost cause... but they don't even know what my cause is. Hell, I barely even know it. It's just beginning. They think that I'm at wits end, and nothing is going to come of my existence. Well, I'll show them wrong. I'll show them... and the rest of the world that doubts me. They know nothing of my future plans.
But secretly a small part of my still longs to find Alicia again... I miss her so badly that my heart actually aches... It just wasn't fair... But I need to stop thinking about this... It's a new town, and new life style. I think I'm gonna hit the club and find something to get my mind off things. I really need to just let loose and feel free again. After all, I'm a teenage guy, I need to make mistakes... to learn from them... or something like that...
- - Rado